What’s this house I see, in the murky night Bare against the wind, an unholy site All its windows face the deep abyss What man would live in a house like this? Tired as I was, I unharnessed my steed "Is there anyone home, come to my aid!" Not a sound - just a crow descending to feed And through the hall passed a flickering shade A hall like a tavern - benches, tables in rows And the gathered crowds, every third’s a foe An unwanted guest, they curse my debut In the corner the icons hang askew. All around me chatter: a snide, shady rave I hear howling of songs, and tormented guitars And the mad epileptic, a rogue and a knave Showed me his knife from under the bar "Who can answer me, what is this place, And why in the darkness, in the empty space? With the candles dim, all the air escaped This is not life, in no form or shape! Your doors open wide, but your soul is sealed Is the owner around? Pour wine in my glass!" And the answer: "You’ve travelled too long through the fields" And forgotten of man - we’ve always lived thus In the darkness dine, eating weeds and sorrel With sour souls, each day fight and quarrel Each night pass out drunk, cursing as we fall Ending our lives, hung in the hall" "My horses are weary, packs of wolves on my trail Show me to the house, which I’ve come to seek Show me to a house, where the candles prevail Where the song is just song, not a wail or a shriek" Of such houses, my friend, we have never heard And these shadows here engulf the whole world We’ve always lived like this - in the silent sin Shadows all around, and the same within From this fetor, where the crooked saints hide I was fleeing and cursing the ungodly den Let my horses decide, where I will ride And find that place where men live like men Many years have passed, and the road was tough Life has tossed me far, but not far enough Was my song of you, not all true and fit? Oh how black the eyes, oh how white the sheets...
© Ilya Yakubovich. Translation, 2006