They light all candles fór me every evening, And smoke obscures your image brightly lit. And I don’t want to know that time is healing, That all shall pass away along with it. She took, unknowingly, what I was saving, First to the dock and later to her plane, That’s everything for what my soul is craving - I’ll never get rid of my peace again. They light all candles for me every evening, And smoke obscures your image brightly lit. And I don’t want to know that time is healing, That all shall pass away along with it. Inside my soul is a deserted desert - There’s nothing for them in my soul to stir! The scraps of songs and cobwebs here are present - And every other thing she took with her. But now they light all candles in the evening, And smoke obscures your image brightly lit. And I don’t want to know that time is healing, That all shall pass away along with it. Inside my soul the goal marks miss their places, If you try searching it - you’ll find by chance Just semi-conversations, two half-phrases, And all of the remaining - Paris, France. So let them light all candles in the evening, And let the smoke obscure your image lit, But I don’t want to know that time is healing, It’s far from healing - it is more like killing, And all shall pass away along with it.
© Kirill Tolmachev. Translation, 2023