A rapid train from Moscow - to Warsaw, thirteenth wagon; I don’t believe in omens, for omens lie at best. I’m talking to the major about what has to happen; As far as Minsk I’m riding, the major rides to Brest. I would tell him about my own struggles, But he knows neither sorrow nor loss: He’s well-off today, has no troubles, As for ethics - well, who gives a toss! The major is laconic. In War he was a private. But he warms up quite quickly, for I speak from my heart. But after half an hour, we both became disquiet, We’re cursing every sentence, our voices off the charts. I would tell him about my own struggles, But he knows neither sorrow nor loss: He’s well-off today, has no troubles, As for ethics - well, who gives a toss! The major almost whimpered that he has many burdens, But once again he’s leaving, Berlin - another year: His hands are full of worries without those bloody Germans, If there were war and fighting, at least that would be clear. I would tell him about my own struggles, But he knows neither sorrow nor loss: He’s well-off today, has no troubles, As for ethics - well, who gives a toss! The major is soft-centered, his nerves began to tremble. His wife was at the station, I saw her at the train. "It’s not the forty-second," he said, still sentimental, "But I - can you believe it? I’ve lived through it again." I would tell him about my own struggles, But he knows neither sorrow nor loss: He’s well-off today, has no troubles, As for ethics - well, who gives a toss!
© Kirill Tolmachev. Translation, 2024